nude model o.O

soooo today we are going to be drawing a nude model in my figure drawing class annnnd I'm nervous becuase I'm freaking immature for one thing, and for another I'm not entirely sure what to expect. it's not like I've never seen anyone naked before, but my teacher said there are sometimes older models... and by older he means in like their sixties. I'm sorry if I don't wanna see someone who could be my grandfather bending over in front of me for me to draw.. it's just awkward haha. noooo, in all reality I'm sure on this occasion I can actually act my age, only because if I were naked in front of a class I wouldn't want people to be smirking or anything.. I'll just need to think of serious matters.. dead puppies, dead puppies. :p and it's art, if they were in bikinis or a speedo it would completely lose its meaning and beauty. I've also decided that just in case the models get to see our drawings I will be generous with distributing voluptuousness, if you know what I'm saying... hahah. where do they find these people anyways? nude beaches? strip clubs? I wonder what it pays to sit there like that. I wouldn't have the balls to sit up there like that with people looking at my imperfections and what not. well anywayssss I'm off to school. eee.

the lameo I've become

well, in reality it isn't so lame. I actually have direction and I'm working towards different things. It's just a little overwhelming to look at my schedule and realize that it's all dedicated to school and Ralph's. Christmas break went by too quickly, I didn't even have enough time to get out of the responsible fashion.


on a side note, I've been thinking about a lot of random shit, so here it is:

• I've decided that Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson has no eyelids.
• Listening to Incubus on shuffle/repeat might have been the best choice I've made in a while, along with that I am reclaiming Brandon Boyd as my husband.
  
• Brown eyeliner has overcome black eyeliner
• If Jose and I ever break up, I will continue to wear fighting brands because it makes me feel tough.. even though most people have no idea what they are. haha
  
• I've successfully lost all of my bobby pins and hair ties.
  
• I need abs
  
• It'd be nice if my eyebrows would just stay maintained by themselves.
• I want orange nail polish
• I've drunken a 24 pack of water in less than a week
  
• I miss my car
• what the hell am I supposed to put in a purse.
• how do you be in two places at once?
• you're only convincing yourself that you're happy
• People should just pay me
  
• I want an exclusive membership to costco :p so I can buy things in bulk
• I wish I could yell at some customers without getting fired
  
• volcom makes me happy
• Mark Wahlberg and GSP are babes.
  
• Everyone's the same
• telling people how gay they are when they come over to my house has become a hobby. along with yelling at them for smoking in my house.
• cleaning my room shouldn't still be a mission
• I own a snuggie.. ahaha
• what is laundry without good smelling dryer sheets?
• My boyfriend got the courage to ask me to trade him xboxs and I accidentally pretended like I was asleep. I should probably just trade him, I only play like 5 games.
• I can still pass for 16.
• Crickets are the devil
• and I really just want a double double.

:P
and in regards to the first bullet, Kryssie needed some proof. ahahaha

easy on the eyes

some of my favorite pictures from the trip, a little delayed, but still good none the less :)
I'm entirely too lazy to organize them, so they're pretty all over the place.

anyways! enjoy :)

The Seven Sacred Pools!

The Black sand beach, completely amazing. the sand sparkled like there were diamonds between each grain of sand where the sun hit, like I have mentioned before, pictures don't do the job-- er, camera phone pictures.

The sunset on the way back from the Road to Hana

I love this picture, it's currently my phone background. :) very tropical I thought. makes me wish I was on the beach now.

Probably favorite picture I took, this was our view from our condo. you don't see things like this in California, not with all of the smog and yuck around.

hahahah. my father. while at the Luau it started pouring so they handed out emergency ponchos anddddd my dad didn't want to mess up his "do". this picture makes me happy.

Dara and I :)

meh, flower haha
Haleakala Crater. above all of the clouds. just thinking about it I get cold.

of course I had to include the minivan.

The view from our Lanai. :)

Oh and this picture goes along with that post that I had posted a while ago with important things and what not, how could I forget Angus!
Angy Pangy best puppy ever! :)

goodbye 2010 hello 2011

first and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I know it's lame to be on here right now and not out still partying, but Ralph's gave me the bright and early 7am shift. I just needed to post this before anything changes because right now, in this moment I am happy. (haha reminds me of incubus :P)
but anyways, I spent my New Years with Jose, and at first things got pretty hectic. I'll spare the details since everything is how it should be now.
I have never had such a crazy time with a new year in my life. his families tradition is to throw 13 pennies over your shoulder while running down the street with luggage while eating 13 grapes and making wishes on each!
I was cracking up the whole time, trying to do all at once was so challenging. I think I might have even made the same wish twice hahaha. I will never forget tonight. truly amazing. I think I just fell for Jose all over again. as for resolutions, I shall have to get back to you on that. Not that I'll stick to them anyways but hey coming up with them is still amusing. :p