I want so badly to write down how I feel.. but every time I try to I just end up erasing it. I guess I just feel silly for wanting to write everything down for people to maybe see and because it really isn't all that bad. Seriously, I have a great life and I shouldn't have any reason to complain, but somehow I still run across things that I want to complain about.
I just am so unmotivated. and it makes me feel so worthless. I don't want to do anything, if I could I would sit in my room all day and just forget everything and everyone else.
school is overwhelming, work is shitty, home life is eh.
I should be doing homework
I should have cleaned my room
I should have worked out and ate right
I shouldn't have spent any money today
I should be making more money
I don't know. my mind is just elsewhere and I can't seem to get back on track. I don't exactly know how to fix it..
I just feel like I'm not where I should be or something.
meh. yaaaaay for emo post.
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