it's a tough realization that you are forgotten. how do you just fix something that hurts so bad? how does everything go from being really good to complete shit? in any situation I lose what my initial point is. I get walked on constantly. and I've lost everything that was real. I'm not saying that things aren't real now, like my relationship with Jose or what I'm pursuing as a career. but I feel so empty, sick.. and alone. I couldn't tell you who I am now. I'm trapped, I'm stuck in misery. I'm so deep in this hole that I have no idea how to get out. who do I even go to? I've distanced myself so much that I'm alone. and it seems once again that everyone has got it figured out but me. how is it that everyone is so happy. is it a front? or am I missing something here? so here I sit having a mental break down.. and the only thing to comfort me is sleep.
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