tsunami

last night I had this dream about being bombarded with giant waves, like tsunami waves more or less. I've had this dream many times before, but always in different settings. anyways, I was curious about what the meaning behind it was so I looked into it online. I don't really know if I trust the internet as a very credible resource to find out what they mean, but what I have read does make sense to me.
->->To dream that you are caught in a tidal wave, represents an overwhelming emotional issue that demands your attention. You may have been keeping your feelings and negative emotions bottled up inside for too long. You may be holding back tears that you are afraid to express in your waking life. On a positive note, the tidal wave symbolizes the clearing away of old habits. If you are carried away by the tidal wave, then it means that you are ready to make a brand new start in a new place<-<-
I was never carried away with these dreams, I always just stood there and kept holding my breath each time the wave would hit hoping I would come out standing in the aftermath, I wonder if that means anything. After reading this while waiting for Jose to get ready I thought about it on the whole drive to school. I have always bottled stuff up I guess, because I'm too prideful to be caught with my guard down. yesterday though, I had the urge to tell Kryssie to just come over so I could lay everything out and just cry. I chose against it, because I convinced myself that everything was okay. and that would probably just make me feel ridiculous. I think this week in Hawaii is EXACTLY what I need. I need to be completely away from the norm. I feel like if I'm away I will actually miss it, at least I'm hoping I will.